happy freakin' new year. ;)

What to say? What to say? My head hurts a lot lately, too much on my mind. My friend Dan thinks my brain is just too big for my skull. Yah, that must be it.

My mom is in the hospital right now. Depression stuff again. I'm just so tired. Emotionally,spiritually, and now resulting in physically. I just wish I could not let this situation affect other stuff. I find myself getting angry at the smallest things. I just can't seem to function as well as I should. There's just not enough time to explain all that's in my head and I don't think I even understand it all yet. I wish I could get away but its not possible right now. I'm so thankful for my friends being there to make me laugh (or at least attempt to sometimes) and listen to my ramblings and just being patient when I "check out" once in a while.

I know this situation will get better, and maybe even in a more permanent way this time.My hope is that some real solid, genuine life-changing results will come out of this for my whole family. Ha, there's a commercial about depression that says, "Who does depression hurt? Everyone." Yes it's worst for the individual going through it but oh the depths it reaches in the families... I'm starting to realize I probably need to find a professional support group for this type of thing. If you know of anything in my area hit me up.


In conclusion... I don't know. :)